Monday, October 14, 2013

Voices Against Brain Cancer 5-Mile Run

Hi All!

I am running my final race this year on Sunday, November 17, 2013 for a cause that is particularly close to my heart.  I have had a few friends and family members of friends who have been afflicted by brain cancer.  This debilitating disease can strike without warning and without symptom for years and is often diagnosed far too late in the game.  Still, we never lose hope that we will find the right cure that will help us detect this disease sooner and perhaps help cure it!

I am running a 5-Mile race with Voices Against Brain Cancer, a non-profit organization that helps families and patients who are afflicted with this terrible disease and also with funding studies for finding a cure:


If you are interested in participating (run with us!!!), please join my team, "Friends of Harry & Ronnie" and run for a good cause! =)

Or, if running isn't your thing (you can walk too!) but you still want to help out, you can donate on the team page:



Have a great day!

Grete's Great Gallop Half Marathon - October 6, 2013

Hi All!

I realized I never got the chance to post my scores ... I had gotten sick immediately after and am only starting to feel better today!

So my friend and I finished the 13.1 miles in 2:19:44, which gives me an average pace of 10:39.  Not terrible, not good, plenty of room for improvement!  But I think for my first half marathon and with only 2 weeks of training, I did all right!  =)

I plan on running Brooklyn and NYC half marathons next year for sure.  I may re-run Grete's Great Gallop, of course, just to see if my time changes!  I would definitely say that Grete's Great Gallop is not a beginner half marathon, it's definitely a moderately difficult one, especially with all of the hills that we encountered and there were MANY!  If you have ever had the pleasure and pain of running Central Park, then you are aware that it is riddled with hills.  Of course the uptick to suffering through an uphill is, of course, the downhill afterwards! =)  Which, if used correctly, can be quite beneficial!

I would like to also try running the Atlantic City Half Marathon, as I heard that it's considered a beginner's half marathon because virtually the entire course is flat (dream!).  We'll see ... a little bit about the race:

Miles 1-6:  I was definitely good through here, felt good, legs felt good.  Still talking and yapping with Nelly.

Miles 7-10:  I was SURE I was going to be ROADKILL!  LOL!  There was no talking to be had during this section, it was head down, concentrate, keep talking to yourself ... "don't give up now Chang!  You're almost there!"

Miles 11-13.1:  Found my second wind!  The last 1.1 miles I actually really picked up the pace, I was definitely running a 8:30-8:45 pace for the last mile.  I had motivation, the FINISH LINE. LOL.

I'll be honest, I think i'm good with 13.1 miles ... I don't see myself running much more than that ... my knees had ALOT of nasty words for me following the race and up to a week after the race, all of it well deserved. Haaaaa!

I have one last race scheduled for this year ... Join the Voices Against Brain Cancer 5-Mile Run.  I'll put up another post for that specifically, but I think 2014's race schedule is stacking up to be pretty intimidating, here's a sneak peek:

RUNS:
Color Run 5K
9/11 Memorial 5K
Run 10 Feed 10 - 10K
Brooklyn Half Marathon
NYC Half Marathon
Grete's Great Gallop Half Marathon
Atlantic City Half Marathon
Puerto Rico Half Marathon (maybe???)
Hamptons Half Marathon (maybe???)
Voices Against Brain Cancer 5Mile Run
Revlon Cancer 5K

RACES:
NY Tri-State Spartan Sprint
PA Spartan Sprint
NJ Super Spartan
Spartan Beast (not sure of location yet)

So far ... I've planned 15 Races/Runs ... that's a pretty intense schedule ... lots of training to be had. =)  I'm excited.  I hope you'll follow along with me on these journeys!  See you at the finish line!

Sher!

Thursday, October 3, 2013

HMT - Day 11 (8 Miles) and a potential STRIKE!

HMT Day 11 (8 Miles)

It's official y'all ... my legs are ... TIRED.

I actually ended up running 8.25 miles in 1:16:07, pace 9:13 min/mile

My quads officially hurt. They are BUSTED and DISGUSTED.  They told me that if I don't take tomorrow OFF, that they are going to go on STRIKE!!! =)

Thank goodness for me, tomorrow is an OFF day from running.  But luckily for me ... there is a new demo for a new TRX/Kettlebells class at my gym tomorrow and i'm super stoked to go try it out!

We're closing in y'all ... race day is now officially 2 full days away ... Sunday - October 6, 2013 @ 9AM.

Yikes.


Wednesday, October 2, 2013

HMT - Day 10 (5 Miles) and a HYPOGLYCEMIC ATTACK

HMT Day 10 (5 Miles)

Today, I went out running with my friend who is running the half marathon with me.  We actually ended up running 6.5miles and finished in 59 minutes with a total average 9:10 pace.  I'm assuming that means that we took a much slower pace at the beginning and really sped up towards the end.

Today's run was easier, my legs felt good, even at the end of the 6.5 miles.  I definitely felt like I could go for another 6.5 miles, whether or not that is actually true is yet to be seen.  It definitely means that my body is becoming efficient at running roughly 6 miles, which is great news.  Took roughly 10 days for my body to start adapting. =)

On the bad end, I apparently did not eat enough calories throughout the morning to sustain my blood sugar levels.  I ate some grapes, a banana, a grapefruit and had a jamba juice Caribbean Passion Light (220 calories, i believe) and also a cup of Boom Chick-a-Pop popcorn.  When your blood sugar levels drop below 4mM, your body starts to go into shock or a panic mode in order to bring the sugar levels back up, also known as a HYPOGLYCEMIC ATTACK.  

I went out on a walk to get lunch (greens, quinoa and baked salmon) and on my way back I stopped at a starbucks with my friend to get her a drink and suddenly I realized I was having a hypoglycemic attack:  You start sweating profusely (i'm talking a DOWNPOUR) and it doesn't matter what the temperature, it could be ZERO degrees outside and you would still be sweating ridiculously (I know this, because it has happened to me!).  You get really bad shakes, you get dizzy and you feel like you're going to pass out and all you want to do is shove anything, everything in your mouth.  The reasons for getting one of these attacks is variable; you could be diabetic, you could have worked out too much and not replenished your sugar levels (which is usually my case), or you haven't eaten all day because of work or some distraction in your life (often working new yorkers are victims of this problem).  Once you get one of these attack there is nothing anyone can do, not even you to stop it from occurring, but you can shorten the length of the attack.  The quickest method to stopping the attack, that I have encountered, is to grab orange juice and CHUG IT!!!

Orange juice is often used by diabetics who are also experiencing hypoglycemia.  Orange juice is high in simple sugars and the sugars are therefore more easily absorbed into your blood stream, quelling the panic mode your body has now entered.  Of course, if no orange juice is readily available, any sugar will do.  While most medical professionals would classify my hypoglycemia as "mild".  It certainly doesn't feel like a "mild" situation when you're in the middle of an attack, it feels TOTALLY and UTTERLY urgent that you make this feeling of uneasiness, anxiety and sweating come to a screeching HALT!!!

Hypoglycemia can often be an indicator of some underlying health issue as well, so if you suddenly get one for no reason, please make sure to go get checked out by a medical professional!

As for me, I recently had a full physical and blood work done and I am happy to report that results came back with me being healthy as a horse!!!  Music to my ears! =)  Which also means that my hypoglycemia is directly tied to my not eating enough calories to sustain my blood sugar levels post workout.

This attack was a little unexpected for me, given what I had to eat after my workout this morning, but it does remind me to be more mindful of WHAT i'm eating.  I probably should have had some protein, but I really didn't think about it and after a hard workout, you should have healthy carbs and protein to help recover and sustain.  I think I missed the protein this morning (BAD Sherry!).

The first time I had one of these attacks was back in 2010, that was the first time I really started amping up my workouts and changing my diet.  I had hypoglyemic attacks on an almost daily basis and it took me awhile to really understand what I needed to be eating and doing and listening to my body, to really learn how to control it.  It also takes an understanding of your metabolism.  When you work out, it increases your metabolism which changes the way you have to nourish your body and WHEN you need to re-fuel.  Paying close attention to certain cues in your body can prevent these types of situations.

There is a lot of information on hypoglycemia on the web today, so if you are having hypoglycemic attacks, please make sure you understand why you are having them and how to mitigate that situation going forward.

Here is a quick link and some information, for those who are interested:

http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/166815.php

Sherry

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

HMT - Day 9 (5 Miles) & I dodged a bullet (a stabber on a rampage)!

HMT Day 9 - 5 Miles (Ran 6 Miles)

Ran a total of 6.08 miles in 55:20, pace 9:06 min/mile

And the drudgery continues, hahaha!  It's actually not really that bad and my legs felt really good this morning.  On a side note, upon my return to the gym I was notified of an incident this morning that occurred right where I frequently run, although it happened uptown and this morning I had run downtown.

UWS stabbing along Hudson leaves 5 hurt:

http://abclocal.go.com/wabc/story?section=news/local/new_york&id=9268831

Please careful everyone when you're out there running.  Just because it's daylight and there are others around does not mean that danger is not lurking.  We are all guilty (me included) of running with our ipods and headphones on really loud.  Please always be mindful of your surroundings and be AWARE!!!!  Thankfully the father in this situation managed to protect his son (although not without being injured himself) and still be able to help apprehend the would-be stabber with the help of a good samaritan that prevented more carnage than could have actually occurred (5 total injured this morning).

It is a call of warning to those around that ANYTHING can still happen at ANYTIME, even when we think we're in a really safe area (W 63rd St and Riverside Drive - which is a very affluent and safe neighborhood, who would have thought?!).  The westside highway is frequented by joggers, bikers, strollers, walkers, children, groups of people exercising and those just enjoying the beautiful views that it provides.

I know going forward I will run with my iPod NOT so loud and only with one bud in, so that I can still hear with the other ear.  It's so easy to forget ... please don't.

Monday, September 30, 2013

HMT - Day 6 (3 Miles), Day 7 (8 Miles) and Day 8 (OFF - Cross Train)

Day 6 - The training schedule only called for 3 miles ... but i'll tell you ... being the 6th day in a row working out ... and after my friday cross training session (I felt that for sure!), my legs weren't excited about running even something as little as 3 miles.  Thankfully I had support and motivation!  But wowza ... that was rough!  Also, I've been fighting a slight cold all week, I knew getting up and doing some small amount of cardio would be helpful to my immune system, just hoping I didn't overdo it.

Ran 3.04 miles in 28:17, pace 9:18 min/mile


Day 7 - I felt much better this morning after taking last night pretty easy.  My friend made me pastina in chicken broth for dinner, amazing how much that stuff helps!  I felt good, so I took the legs out to Central Park.  I did all right, I ran 7.5 miles in 1 hour 12 mins, I usually run it 2 minutes faster, but i'm not complaining, I felt good at the end of the run instead of dead tired, which is good.  I'll take that as an indicator that I could have gone for longer and been fine....  does that mean i could have gone for 10 miles?!?!?!  But again, I knew I had a slight cold, didn't wanna push it.  I did what felt good, hopefully my legs continue to feel good.

Ran 7.5 miles in 1:12:10, pace 9:37 min/mile


Day 8 - Feel good, eh???  Yeah, I woke up this morning and my hips and quads were tiiiiiggggghhhhhht!  I also have a 7AM TRX session with my trainer.  I had a feeling this morning was gonna HURT, and it did. HAAAA!!!!!  Thank goodness for tylenol before a workout.  Dreading tomorrow's run a little ...

Just when i was learning to enjoy a good run .... LMAO

Friday, September 27, 2013

HMT Day 5 - OFF (Cross train)

No Running!  No Running!  No Runnnnniiiiinnnnng!!!!!

Muwahahahahahahahahahaahaha!!!!! =D

After 3 days in a row of medium to long runs, I can't express just how excited I was to give my legs a day OFF from running! HA!

While long runs are important in preparing for a half marathon, so are short sprints, hills and cross training.  Your CORE is so integral to good running form as well as balance, so don't forget to work these muscles and do CORE and balance workouts in between your runs.  For my Cross Training session today, I turned to a super fitness guru, Jeanette Jenkins (personal trainer to the stars!).  She shared some great exercises in this month's FITNESS magazine.  I did this workout twice through in about an hour (one circuit should be completed in about 25-30 minutes).  Give it a whirl!  I thought it was a great cross training workout and some of the moves pushed me outside of my comfort zone!  There was plenty of abs, upper body work, balance and core work!  Enjoy!

http://www.fitnessmagazine.com/workout/lose-weight/burn-fat/burn-500-calories-circuit/

Thursday, September 26, 2013

HMT (Half Marathon Training) Day 4 - 8 Miles

Day 4 Mission - Run 8 miles

I ran a total of 8.7 miles in 1:21:48, with a 9:24 pace... or that's what my ipod said anyways.

It's not my best, not my worst, but i'm OK with that.  This run was so much better than the last 2 runs and they were shorter!  Maybe my body's just getting used to running outside.  That would be ... AWESOME! =)

Conversation in my head:
Mile 1 - Seriously?!  I have atleast 7 more miles to go?????????

Mile 2 - that seemed like it took a really long time ...

Mile 3 - Really???  I think my ipod needs to be recalibrated.

Mile 4 - ....

Mile 5 - Light as a feather, light as a feather ... you got this Chang ...

Mile 6 - Owwwwww......

Mile 7 - OMG!!!!!!!! Don't quit now!  Look!  A golf cart, maybe I can ask the guy for a lift????

Mile 8 - Damn tourists and rude new yorkers!!!!!!!  OMG there's the gym!  Last sprint Chang! Last sprint Chang!!!!!

Today was grueling, especially when I started in on Mile 6.  Thankfully tomorrow is a cross training day, NO RUNNING, THANK GOODNESS!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I'm saying that ...


Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Half Marathon???

This time last year, if you had told me that I was going to be signing up for a half marathon, I probably would have died of laughter.

Fast forward from last year to this past Monday (9/23/2013), my gchat conversation with my friend Nelly:

sherry chang
nelly!!!!! how are you feeling girl???
Nelly Baez
My quads are cursing me out :)
I got tons of bruises but I am a TRIFECTA woman aroooo10:54 AM
the Super has nothing compared to this one Sherry
this race was the hardest thing I have done in my life so far
i told u that Laura hurt her knee right :(

sherry chang
all those mountains
so i'm guessing you don't wanna do the half marathon then???
LOL!!!!
Nelly Baez
Oh I am doing it :)
i be good next week
i can do anything now lol
sherry chang
lol are you serious?
Nelly Baez
when we were in mile 10 of mountains f$%^&* dying i was like ok if they give me a choice to run right now i will run 10 miles instead lol
sherry chang
ok ... i'm down i promised you i'd do it with u, if you were up to it
Nelly Baez
my quads are hurting right now but they will be ok .. i will start running again Friday
awww thanks Sherry :)
sherry chang
but the half marathon is on oct 6
that's in 2 weeks!
Nelly Baez
yeah i be good in two weeks for it
sherry chang
really!?
okie dokie ... so are we signing up then?
Nelly Baez
yeah we are :)


Awesome.  Just awesome.  So i'm doing this ... i'm on day 3 of training and my legs aren't liking me very much.

Now, if you can believe it I only started running last year, April 2012.  I remember when ONE mile was too much for me.  I can hardly believe that I regularly clock 6-8 miles now when I run.  But believe it!  I'm doing it and if I can do it, anyone can.  I NEVER EVER ran until April 2012.

As a matter of fact, I did 2 Spartan Sprints (NY Tristate, June 1 and PA Spring July 13) and a Super Spartan (Sept 7 - as a 33rd birthday gift to myself) and the Run 10 Feed 10 - 10K on September 22nd.  Looks like I got bit by the "racing bug".  I never thought I would be here.  But here I am.  

I'm going to blog my training for this Half Marathon ... it's for a really good cause that's close to my heart so I couldn't say no ...


Here's my 2-week training plan for the half marathon (from runner's world):

Day 1 - OFF (Crosstrain - did TRX with Alex)

Day 2 - 5 Miles (It's clear that I have not been training for long runs and that I've only been practicing sprints ... this was a struggle, I wanted to quit at mile 3 (on the treadmill!).  It's discouraging when your legs don't have the stamina to go, but if i'm going to run this marathon then, I gotta keep going)

Day 3 (TODAY) - 5 Miles (I actually ran 6.38 miles today.  While I didn't struggle as much as I did yesterday, I was still intensely frustrated with my run.  I've run 10 miles before and not been as tired as I was on this run.  My stamina sucks, gotta get back on track, tomorrow is 8 miles, but I plan on going for somewhere between 8-10 miles if I can.)

I ran 6.38 miles in 58:32, pace 9:10 min/mile

Wish me luck.

See you tomorrow for a report on Day 4.

xo

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Information: BULIMIA

This is a problem many women in the world face today.  I wanted to take some time to highlight this particular eating disorder that strikes more women (and some men) than we can possibly imagine and is a lifetime problem that others may never notice because unlike other eating disorders, such as Anorexia ... there isn't a horrific tell-tale obvious sign.

There is lots of information surrounding this particular issue.  If you know someone or think someone is bulimic, please remember that it is generally an extremely personal and private issue and take time to discuss it with the person (if you feel comfortable enough to) in private.  Please do not shame, blame or guilt the person for any reason, it is already a self destructive habit that doesn't need additional fuel for the fire.  Remember to lend support, they will probably need it more than you know.  Thanks.

Information taken from - http://www.womenshealth.gov/publications/our-publications/fact-sheet/bulimia-nervosa.cfm

What is bulimia?

Bulimia nervosa (buh-LEE-me-ah nur-VOH-suh), often called bulimia, is a type of eating disorder. A person with bulimia eats a lot of food in a short amount of time (binging) and then tries to prevent weight gain by getting rid of the food (purging). Purging might be done by:
  • Making yourself throw up
  • Taking laxatives (pills or liquids that speed up the movement of food through your body and lead to a bowel movement)
A person with bulimia feels he or she cannot control the amount of food eaten. Also, bulimics might exercise a lot, eat very little or not at all, or take pills to pass urine often to prevent weight gain.
Unlike anorexia, people with bulimia can fall within the normal range for their age and weight. But like people with anorexia, bulimics:
  • Fear gaining weight
  • Want desperately to lose weight
  • Are very unhappy with their body size and shape

Who becomes bulimic?

Many people think that eating disorders affect only young, upper-class white females. It is true that most bulimics are women (around 85-90 percent). But bulimia affects people from all walks of life, including males, women of color, and even older women.  It is not known for sure whether African American, Latina, Asian/Pacific Islander, and American Indian and Alaska Native people develop eating disorders because American culture values thin people. People with different cultural backgrounds may develop eating disorders because it's hard to adapt to a new culture (a theory called "culture clash"). The stress of trying to live in two different cultures may cause some minorities to develop their eating disorders.

What causes bulimia?

Bulimia is more than just a problem with food. A binge can be triggered by dieting, stress, or uncomfortable emotions, such as anger or sadness. Purging and other actions to prevent weight gain are ways for people with bulimia to feel more in control of their lives and ease stress and anxiety. There is no single known cause of bulimia, but there are some factors that may play a part.
  • Culture. Women in the U.S. are under constant pressure to fit a certain ideal of beauty. Seeing images of flawless, thin females everywhere makes it hard for women to feel good about their bodies.
  • Families. If you have a mother or sister with bulimia, you are more likely to also have bulimia. Parents who think looks are important, diet themselves, or criticize their children's bodies are more likely to have a child with bulimia. 
  • Life changes or stressful events. Traumatic events (like rape), as well as stressful things (like starting a new job), can lead to bulimia.
  • Personality traits. A person with bulimia may not like herself, hate the way she looks, or feel hopeless. She may be very moody, have problems expressing anger, or have a hard time controlling impulsive behaviors.
  • Biology. Genes, hormones, and chemicals in the brain may be factors in developing bulimia.

What are signs of bulimia?

A person with bulimia may be thin, overweight, or have a normal weight. Also, bulimic behavior, such as throwing up, is often done in private because the person with bulimia feels shame or disgust. This makes it hard to know if someone has bulimia. But there are warning signs to look out for. Someone with bulimia may use extreme measures to lose weight by:
  • Using diet pills, or taking pills to urinate or have a bowel movement
  • Going to the bathroom all the time after eating (to throw up)
  • Exercising a lot, even in bad weather or when hurt or tired
Someone with bulimia may show signs of throwing up, such as:
  • Swollen cheeks or jaw area
  • Calluses or scrapes on the knuckles (if using fingers to induce vomiting)
  • Teeth that look clear
  • Broken blood vessels in the eyes
People with bulimia often have other mental health conditions, including:
  • Depression
  • Anxiety
  • Substance abuse problems
Someone with bulimia may also have a distorted body image, shown by thinking she or he is fat, hating her or his body, and fearing weight gain.
Bulimia can also cause someone to not act like her or himself. She or he may be moody or sad, or may not want to go out with friends.

What happens to someone who has bulimia?

Bulimia can be very harmful to the body. Look at the picture to find out how bulimia affects your health.
Diagram of how bulumia affect the body

Can someone with bulimia get better?

Is it safe for young people to take antidepressants for bulimia?

It may be safe for young people to be treated with antidepressants. However, drug companies who make antidepressants are required to post a "black box" warning label on the medication. A "black box" warning is the most serious type of warning on prescription medicines.
It may be possible that antidepressants make children, adolescents, and young adults more likely to think about suicide or commit suicide.
The FDA offers the latest information, including which drugs are included in this warning and danger signs to look for, on their website athttp://www.fda.gov.
Yes. Someone with bulimia can get better. A health care team of doctors, nutritionists, and therapists will help the patient recover. They will help the person learn healthy eating patterns and cope with their thoughts and feelings. Treatment for bulimia uses a combination of options. Whether or not the treatment works depends on the patient.
To stop a person from binging and purging, a doctor may recommend the patient:
  • Receive nutritional advice and psychotherapy, especially cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT)
  • Be prescribed medicine
CBT is a form of psychotherapy that focuses on the important role of thinking in how we feel and what we do. CBT that has been tailored to treat bulimia has shown to be effective in changing binging and purging behavior, and eating attitudes. Therapy for a person with bulimia may be one-on-one with a therapist or group-based.
Some antidepressants, such as fluoxetine (Prozac), which is the only medication approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) for treating bulimia, may help patients who also have depression and/or anxiety. It also appears to help reduce binge-eating and purging behavior, reduces the chance of relapse, and improves eating attitudes. ("Relapse" means to get sick again, after feeling well for a while.)

Can women who had bulimia in the past still get pregnant?

Active bulimia can cause a woman to miss her period sometimes. Or, she may never get her period. If this happens, she usually does not ovulate. This makes it hard to get pregnant. Women who have recovered from bulimia have a better chance of getting pregnant once their monthly cycle is normal. If you're having a hard time getting pregnant, see your doctor.

How does bulimia affect pregnancy?

If a woman with active bulimia gets pregnant, these problems may result:
  • Miscarriage
  • High blood pressure in the mother
  • Baby isn't born alive
  • Baby tries to come out with feet or bottom first
  • Birth by C-section
  • Baby is born early
  • Low birth weight
  • Birth defects, such as blindness or mental retardation
  • Problems breastfeeding
  • Depression in the mother after the baby is born
  • Diabetes in the mother during pregnancy
If a woman takes laxatives or diuretics during pregnancy, her baby could be harmed. These things take away nutrients and fluids from a woman before they are able to feed and nourish the baby. It is possible they may lead to birth defects as well, particularly if they are used regularly.

What should I do if I think someone I know has bulimia?

If someone you know is showing signs of bulimia, you may be able to help.
  1. Set a time to talk. Set aside a time to talk privately with your friend.  Make sure you talk in a quiet place where you won't be distracted.
  2. Tell your friend about your concerns. Be honest. Tell your friend about your worries about his or her eating or exercising habits. Tell your friend you are concerned and that you think these things may be a sign of a problem that needs professional help.
  3. Ask your friend to talk to a professional. Your friend can talk to a counselor or doctor who knows about eating issues. Offer to help your friend find a counselor or doctor and make an appointment, and offer to go with him or her to the appointment.
  4. Avoid conflicts. If your friend won't admit that he or she has a problem, don't push. Be sure to tell your friend you are always there to listen if he or she wants to talk.
  5. Don't place shame, blame, or guilt on your friend.  Don't say, "You just need to eat." Instead, say things like, "I'm concerned about you because you won't eat breakfast or lunch." Or, "It makes me afraid to hear you throwing up."
  6. Don't give simple solutions. Don't say, "If you'd just stop, then things would be fine!"
  7. Let your friend know that you will always be there no matter what.
Adapted from "What Should I Say? Tips for Talking to a Friend Who May Be Struggling with an Eating Disorder" from the National Eating Disorders Association.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Venting ...

I don't really have a title for what I'm about to write.  I just know that I need to vent somehow, somewhere.

Why do people feel like they have to do things to other people?  To upset them?  Because they think that their supposed victims/targets will care enough to be upset by their action?  In my youth ... my impetuous youth, I would say that would have been an inevitability upsetted.  In my 30s ... I'd say no.  I've learned to cut people out, and it sounds terrible to say, but just not to care that much anymore.

It's mostly comical to think that there are other people out there who are 30 something going on 13.  It's childish and they derive some sort of sick pleasure (only for themselves might I add) in thinking that they are causing others anguish.  It's mostly ridiculous and utterly deluded, but ... carry on.

Monday, July 29, 2013

Getting SOFT. WTF?!

All right y'all.

Bad things happen in 3s right?  I think my official 3rd just happened.

1. Strained my foot. (out 2 weeks)

2. Threw out my back. (out 1-2 weeks)

and ...

3. Got royally embarrassed and had my ass handed to me running the perimeter of Central Park. (This saturday 7/27/13).


You know what I think of that????  Ooooohhhhhhh HEEEELLLLLLLL NAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! >(


I've been letting myself talk me into taking it easy waaaayyyy too much and this is inexcusable.  I can't keep telling other people to stop making excuses for not being able to SHOW up at the gym when I'm the one doing it.  I'm very disappointed in my personal workouts these days.

So let's talk about this.

Every person who makes working out a LIFESTYLE change, will inevitably come across a day when you lose your motivation.  So the question then is, how do you get it back, right?  It's a good question, and it's in these particular moments that it's easiest to walk away from this lifestyle and there have been many before me and after me that will and have.  So how do you not?  It's hard when you no longer feel the desire, the motivation, the need to get to the gym ... to push yourself, to work harder, to get out of B.E.D.!!!!

Listen, this is when friends are the most important and having a support group at the gym.  While we should be capable of working out individually, I find that it's equally as important to have a group of people who not only SUPPORT you but also hold you ACCOUNTABLE.  There are so many of us (especially New Yorkers) who have the SUPERMAN/SUPERWOMAN mentality.  But we are, inherently, creatures that crave interactions with others, it's dialed into our DNA.  To seek companionship, friendships.  So if you're feeling unmotivated, seek out your friends at the gym, have them hold you accountable for showing up!  It's better if you do something rather than NOTHING.  Most importantly, remember that this is just a phase, a part of the learning process of this particular lifestyle and that like most things in this world, shall too pass.

Me?  I've made some commitments and changes to ensure that I get back on track and I got 2 words for my current lack of motivation, my laziness ... GAME ON!!!


Tuesday, July 23, 2013

But he said I could do ALL things ....

Philippians 4:13

Now for all of those who know me ... you know I'm NOT religious, rather ... I would consider myself SPIRITUAL.  I am well read in the bible, though I would never confess to being an expert.  All things aside ... He said that I could do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me ... but these days I'm finding that bearing unreasonably, ignorant people ... UNBEARABLE.

Maybe because, I've had to unmercifully withhold my backlash towards this person for the last 5 years and 15 days.  The trouncing I would release upon this person would be ... well...

Anyways, I just want to put it out there, that whatever your motivations in life are ... please in all your getting, get understanding!

Proverbs 3:13
Proverbs 4:5
Proverbs 4:7
Proverbs 19:8

Make sure that you have all the facts and that you understand the topic, before you start mouthing off.  It's not that difficult, take some time to make sure you are properly and correctly informed before you start spewing false accusations and lies.

This concludes my soapbox session.  Thanks for listening =)

Friday, July 19, 2013

Seriously?!

I posted only ONE time in 2012?!  I think i'm going for a record! HAAAAA!!!!

Well, it looks like I was writing about Spartan life ... and guess what?!  Hasn't changed!  So I did 1.5 Spartan Sprints this year ... 1.5?! you say???  Why yes, my sweetie ... 1.5.  How does that happen?

ME!

I was too eager to get going on the NY Tri-State Sprint (June 1) and I ended up getting lost (before you judge me LOL ... hear me out, the early competitive heats ripped down the signs and that's why I got lost!) and I took the wrong path and ended up completing miles 1 & 4 and skipping out on 2 & 3.  Sigh ... such is my life ... all that work and nothing ... do I even deserve that medal?!  Probably not, but that's OK i'm still keeping it HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

So then I recently completed (no, I didn't get lost this time, thanks to my wonderful and beautiful friend Nelly) the Pennsylvania Sprint (July 13), which according to rumors, is supposed to be the hardest sprint ... they weren't kidding.  I picked up that 25lb sand bag, turned the corner to head up the hill and I think I sprained my neck looking UP!  That's how friggin' steep this bad boy was ... I think I wilted a little seeing it, OK, alot.  That's not the point.  The point is I put my big girl panties on and huffed it up ... I didn't stop though, because I knew if I stopped at any point, I was DONE.  It was do or DIE.

It was an awesome experience, one that I hope to have again in 2014 along with the NY Sprint, already signed up for that one LOL.  I'm finishing that one in 2014, that's for sure!  I'm going for time next year, so let the training begin!  Speaking of training ... the SUPER SPARTAN (September 7) is my next race.  11miles, 30+ obstacles ... no fear, no hesitation, just DO IT!!!!

Met a ton of people as crazy as me HAHA!  We're all gonna suffer together, should be a good time.  I think i'm gonna start blogging about my training ... this blog just keeps changing, LOL.  It is whatever I want it to be.  6.5 weeks until the SUPER.  Started training today (coz I threw my back out on Monday).

AROOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

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