The End?

Yo! So I finally replied to my "past haunt". First, I want to thank all of my closest friends and confidantes; Shaunte, Jamie & Kieran for all of your love, support, and advice through this tragic adversity. It took a lot of time for me to come up with what I really wanted to say and to make that verbalized. I apologize for all of you who had to sit through my psychobabble as I tried to make sense of my thoughts and put them in order. You guys are the BEST!!!! That's what I love you guys! But alas ... here's what the final production read;

"Hi, how are you doing? I'm sorry it's taken me so long to get back to you but I had some thinking of my own to do. First off, let me say that I really do appreciate your writing to me. It means a lot to me that you came back and apologized so many years after the fact. Additionally, I want you to know that I have definitely forgiven you and that I don't hold/harbor anything against you. I ended our friendship because I felt like you didn't respect me and that hurt me deeply. I felt I couldn't continue to engage in an emotionally abusive friendship any longer.
I'm glad that you decided to open up and let me know how you feel. Thanks! Out of curiosity, what prompted you to write the letter? Hope you're doing well."

I know it started off well put together and then towards the middle and the end ... I feel, personally, that it started to get choppy. Hahaha LOL. Ahhhhhh .... wonder why it was so difficult for me to really write that short email. It's a strange feeling especially for someone like me, who's soooo overly prolific with words! I was actually told by a friend of mine (Yeah! I'm talking about you Hamilton! I'ma call you out on this! BTW, he has an awesome blog too! Check it out! http://www.zerogstudios.com/blog) that I have A LOT of anger! LOL ... shocking ... but perhaps he's reading something I'm not? LOL, well other than finding out what Brian's* response is to this email ... I can say this chapter of my life is pretty much closed. The End. Or is it?