WHY???

Am I starting to feel the effects of aging? My goodness, since the cold weather in NYC decided that it would descend upon us my lower back has been SCREAMING at me! It's really quite unbearable to be completely honest. I don't know what happened; I haven't done any strenuous exercise, I haven't fallen down or been ice skating of late, there's really just no excuse for it. The onset was acute and sudden. I'm not sure what's happening. I don't really know what to think. I'm considering going to the doctor soon if it doesn't just get better. I have free medical so I might as well make an appointment to do so.

I know my back is going to be just fine but I'm gonna go see the doctor anyways. My back is going to be great because Jesus said that "By his stripes" I am HEALED and I truly believe that. I just don't know why it's giving me so much darn trouble right now. I even took 2 Aleve tablets (220mg x 2 = 440mg) and it's not helping. Maybe I pinched a nerve??? It's always a possibility. I am so tired of this job hunting. I've gone to so many of these headhunters/agencies and they don't have anything at all for me. Some of them even put up ads that are fake to recruit people and I don't understand what the point of that is. I wonder if they just hired Kieran on the spot? I wouldn't be surprised. He's an attractive, intelligent, hard-worker and any company would be happy to have him. I'm tired. I want this day to be over. It's only 4:00pm and I'm supposed to stay until 7:00pm ... I don't know how I'm going to possibly make it. Stop it Sherry! I should be thankful that I have a job that is paying me at all! Why am I so ungrateful? Anyways, I'm over that ... I have to stop myself from saying things like that. Anyways ... I think I'm done for now.