Taking a "break", what does that really mean anyway? Doesn't that mean that your broken up? If you're a couple and you take a break ... what are the rules? And how long should you reside in this "break" stage. I mean if you're on a break and you're not really together doesn't that just mean the same thing as saying your "broken up"?
Whatever, I don't know how long I should stay in a "break" stage any way... at what point should you walk away and move on? How long should you wait? I mean they always say that if you really love someone, you should let them go. I put myself on the line and I feel like I'm being burned for it again. Of course it doesn't help that I'm watching Sex and the City right now and I feel tremendously like Carrie. It's ridiculous... and then yesterday I went to No Malice Palace again to hang out with a mutual friend and I was just out having fun and soooo many guys hit on me last night and my ego was really soaring ... not that it didn't already, but it's just nice to have that much male attention you know? But I would have rather had that attention from my "break" guy. But he didn't want it and he let me go ... so ... we're at an impasse and that's that.
It's just interesting that he made this conscious decision and now he's jealous or upset or sad about it ... but I really just feel like he doesn't have any right to be that way and he can't blame me because he totally did this to himself. All right, I'm going to stop airing dirty laundry now ... cheers!
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